Yoga is something I thought would be good for me. I’m sure I’ve mentioned that relaxing is not part of my usual routine. I realised recently, that if I am at a loose end and have nothing to do, I can be a real grumpy pants. So maybe I should learn to relax.
For years yoga had been recommended to me to assist with back and neck tension. I have many friends who love yoga and for about 6 years I avoided going to a class. I always avoided yoga because I thought that it’s just not my thing. I don’t know how I came to this conclusion because I knew nothing about it. So I added it to my list of new things for 2013.
I should probably mention that part of my reluctance in going to yoga was my perceived lack of flexibility. Once upon a time (more than 10 years ago), I did a fitness test. The results showed that my level of flexibility was so poor it did not even appear on the scale for females, my flexibility was considered to be very poor for a male. My flexibility was probably never helped by my defiance against having to stretch.
With age and my level of activity increasing, stretching in the last few years has become no longer a choice, but a necessity.
With the help of social media, I sourced some local yoga classes. I ended up in a class where a friend is the instructor. She gave me an easy out, telling me to come along and try it and if I didn’t like it, she wouldn’t be offended if I didn’t come back. I took another friend with me for moral support, but in reality I would have gone on my own, but I thought she would enjoy it.
It wasn’t what I had expected, it was so much more. I really enjoyed it. The lights were dimmed and the room and was warm. I started off a little shaky. It was so quiet, my breathing was all over the place and I struggled to balance. I wanted to laugh out loud at myself, I had to calm down and relax.
By the end of the class I had felt a release. The tension and stress of the day had gone. I was relaxed and feeling sleepy. The next day I didn’t feel like myself, the tension through my shoulders and jaw wasn’t there. It was a strange feeling.
I have since been to a second class. I’m getting a lot out of the class and seeing improvement in myself, but I still have a long way to go to get the most out of yoga. It takes me a while to get into the class, to get centred, to calm my breathing and to focus. It’s hard to switch off my mind and forget the million things I need to do. I think yoga is good for me, so I’m going to continue trying.